Over the years I've learned that if I take my sketchbook too seriously - I won't sketch in it. Or, if I buy an expensive, beautiful book, I will always have trouble marring the pages. Took me 3+ moleskines to figure that out!*
For a sketchbook to function as a sketchbook for me, it's got to be cheap, small and preferably a bit dirty. Starting out with a less-than-beautiful book makes the act of filling it with quick sketches a far more sacred event. I'm making the ugly book beautiful, rather than making the beautiful book ugly.
If I start taking my sketchbook too seriously, (Symptoms; attempting to tear out offending pages, erasing too much, or noticing the desire to purchase another book and start over) I stop and write a bit instead. I fill a few pages with quotes, ideas, or random collections of text. Anything to take the focus off whatever images I added that I didn't particularly like.
This restores the balance for me a bit, and allows me to continue working in the book. The above paragraph is the lyrics to a Gotye song; Puzzle with a Piece Missing. It's an excellent song.
Adding this to my sketchbook took the pressure off some of the previous pages, and I can continue with my quick and dirty sketching.
*Note on Moleskines*
I love them, they are gorgeous books. But I can't sketch in them.
I use them for studies for paintings (especially the watercolor ones) or as list books. Anything that requires a bit more time and attention than sketching. My current sketchbook of choice is actually selfmade, with some help from this great youtube tutorial. --My books never look as good as hers though!--
What do you think? Any favorite books to sketch in?

I have the same problems! I can't even really use a sketchbook any more - I have reverted to napkins and scraps of paper in a pile. It has to be torn out. Sketchbooks are just too much pressure. Maybe one day I will figure it out...
ReplyDeleteOh that makes so much sense! Loose papers would be so much less intimidating.
DeleteIf you figure the whole scary-sketchbook thing out, want to pass along the secret to me too?
I'm so going to make one of those journals! Super cool.
ReplyDeleteI too have sketchbook anxiety.
You totally should!!! Send me a picture, I'd love to see it :)
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